Comrade_Spood

All I can say is I don’t. And that maybe I am not explaining it clear enough, or that there is an misunderstanding of semantics

I heard from a diagnosed narcissist that its because they see those people as extensions of themselves basically. Like they don’t care for you as an individual, but as a part of themself.

But take all that with a grain of salt

Genuinely had a therapist like this. Kept telling her my problems were from an abuse relationship I had in high school, and she kept insisting it couldn’t of been that, it had to of been my parents. Despite me repeating ad nauseum that my parents were supportive and loving. Needless to say I did not continue seeing her.

Its not dose, its the conditions for making it. The temperature when producing it needs to be super accurate. Even being off by a couple degress will fuck the whole thing up.

https://youtu.be/CxVXvFOPIyQ

Its safe when made in VERY VERY VERY specific conditions. Specifically temperature. If its off by even a couple degrees it will create another compound that is deadly. That is why it is unsafe, because its is too easy to fuck up. Its why when researchers tested, it was fine. Cause they were following the instructions to a t, and could reliably replicate the conditions.

This video covers it. The first half is about the pesticide, the rest is about why farmers can’t plant their own seeds.

Damn you could fit like 2 Two Sicilies in there. Which is likes 6 regular Sicilies

I am at the point any amount of effort requires the same lengthy recharge